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Thursday, February 11, 2010.
♥blogged by cherlyn on 1:38 AM.

In times like this

As the title suggest, in times like this I log into this little domain of mine to type aimlessly and thoughtlessly, with minimal 'backspace' and basically just rambling whatever that comes to my mind. No formatting, no need for coherence or proper OWL purdue writing. And these are the few times where I really discover the joy of writing again.

Being judged, reprimanded or corrected hurts my self-esteem and thus I need time to pick myself up from where I fall. It's usually the situation not the person or so I have been told, but I tend to take things personally, a downfall sometimes.

There are so many things due on Friday. Wish I don't crumble by then. Meetings of different forms tomorrow. Come Friday afternoon I will be free-ier, and off I go to pamper my nails and a little hair lovin.

I think I have enough steamboat to last me till next year. Anyhow, I love the company. =)

A whole new experience. To embrace or not? Isn't this selfish to start with? I will ponder and give more thought into this, when I retrieve it from the back of my mind. It's not pressing, but it lingers and it screws the mind once in a while. Thankful for wonderful friends who listen. I miss you people already. Just the few whom I hold dear, and that is really enough. My blessings in little bundles.

I'm learning to say NO and is getting quite good at it, just don't target my weak spot. The sense of empowerment makes me feel, alive. I'm living for myself after all.

comeonchercomeon you can do it!

I'm looking forward to...
I'll find something.

-I need to link my paras and points so they flow. Write better I must. It's a form of expression after all. Learn.

Would be nice to constantly have someone around to offer pep talks. I'll do the same for you! Loads of commitment required though. haha. I guess I really ask too much. High expectations? Someone who lives for me, but that doesn't mean I'll do the same. (someone like Daddy, really) Yes, I deserve to be shot dead for blatantly proclaiming how selfish I can be. Since it's never gonna happen, (crosses fingers and toes in ultimate optimism) I'll seek comfort from inanimate objects for now. At least my iphone, pink box, and the lancer are always somewhere around. Oh, and Jonus too.